Today was indeed an unproductive day for me.
I wanted to finish my assignment within today so that I can focus on another project.
I sat in front of my laptop since this morning, thinking how to structure my 1000-word essay, reading few reference books for extra information, yet I could only come out with 20%. *cry*
My church friend invited me to her graduation celebration at her house. I was hesitating but still decided to go and have fun. Come on! Life is too short to be buried with assignments right? So yeah I went and spent whole night chatting and playing board game. In between, I was so worried that whenever I was free, I started to draft my essay. Students have no life huh? Nonetheless, I didn't manage to really draft it because whenever I thought about the assignment, my mind tended to put my worries aside. I think this is why I won't suffer from depression. Haha. I somehow feel that my mind has the ability to "freeze my worries". If my mind tells me, "Now is not the time for you to worry this and that!" then miraculously I will stop thinking about it. Thank God! And this is probably why some people think that I seem to have no hardships in life. *roll eyes*
Ok back to the topic. Yes I did enjoy playing the board game! It did help relieve my stress. Laughed so hard during the game! Hahahaha! However when I came home, it was almost 12am and I started to worry again. Kept thinking about structuring my essay even when I went to the toilet, brushed my teeth, washed my face and all. Then I sat down and opened my laptop and I saw this on facebook telling me that:
孩子！我一天只給你24小時。
我沒有要你背著昨天的重擔，
喘不過氣來。
我應許你，
你的日子如何，
力量也如何。
你不須要後悔昨天，
更不用擔心明天，
因為我深愛你，
我會帶領你，
放下吧！
我再説放下吧！
---愛你的阿爸天父上---
Thank you my dear Heavenly Father!
I know I shouldn't be too worried about my homework.
You will guide me as long as I put my faith in You!
So good night everyone!
