开学了~

假期终于要结束了！明天就要回UKM了。心中是万般的不舍啊~ 感觉放假回来不到几天又过去了！一半应该是因为我有半个月都不在家，所以觉得时间过得特别快！不过我这个假期可是过得非常有意义哦~想知道有多意义吗？那就敬请期待吧！^^

今天下午跟一群朋友去看戏。做了一件非常丢脸的事！想说把麦当劳的汉堡包还有薯条‘偷渡’进戏院（不知什么时候开始不准我们带快餐进），谁知查票员竟说要检查我们的书包，没办法啦~只好把食物放在办公室的啦！幸好那里有认识的人帮我们看住！不然也不懂该怎么办！虽然说前一次去看戏，我们偷渡成功，但毕竟好花不常开，好景不常在嘛！不过还真的很丢脸哦~哈哈！

噢~还没说我们看了什么戏呢。没错！就是‘叶问’啦！叶文思的祖先。。。~~~ 我知道很冷！嘻嘻！在这里大力向大家推荐这部戏哦！真的是超好看的！超赞！本人是认为男主角还蛮帅的啦，特别是他耍功夫的时候，哇！超帅！有机会的话你们一定要去看哦！看完后，走出戏院，还真想找刚才那位查票员来切磋武艺！谁叫他害我们都不能边看边享受美食，看完戏后，那些食物都不好吃了！讨厌！詠春拳！哈！

等下要去打羽球运动一下！是时候减肥了。每次都说减肥减肥，可是每次都受不了美食的诱惑！真的很讨厌耶！减肥通常都是明天的事！穿裤子都不好看，我真的是要崩溃了！这次回去UKM我一定要减肥成功！加油啦！

好了，暂时就写到这里吧！真的很不想回学校！但也没办法啦！诗巫的朋友们，新年见咯~ UKM的朋友们，我回来咯~ :)

MeRrY ChRisTmas!

halo everyone~ long time no see lo..

I'm here to wish all of u Merry Christmas!

HoHoHO~ Merry Christmas~
Santa Claus is coming to town~

*Snowman*
Jingle bell~ Jingle bell~
Jingle all the way~

Here comes our christmas trees!
Pretty, isn't it?

Christmas present!
Everyone loves it ^^
The best gift is the salvation of Jesus Christ!

C-hrist gave
H-imself as a
R-eward so that
I-ndividual know the
S-acrifices
T-hat He did for
M-ankind to
A-chieve the gift of
S-alvation

MeRRy ChRistmas!
Jesus Loves You!

短宣+生日 ^^

嗨，好久不见了~最近都很忙，加上家里wireless和streamyx都有问题，害到我不能上网。明天就要出发去短宣了。为期十天的短宣（8/12 - 17/12/2008），怀着又期待又兴奋的心情等待着时间的到来，不过我却还没开始收拾行李，嘻嘻！第一次到内陆地区短宣，我不知道会怎么样，但我希望我们能把福音带给那里的居民，与他们一起分享这大好消息。前几天收到信息说，去Pa Adang的路受到拦阻以及许多的桥断裂导致我们不能进入里面，目前在维修当中。我知道我们要凭信心，做好准备，其余的就向神交托吧！

今年也是我第一次在外面过我的生日。把自己的生日献上给主，为主做工，我相信这会是个特别的生日。前几天收到清月从峇株的来信，祝我生日快乐，真的好感动好开心哦！感动的是原来在远方还有人记得我的生日，给我鼓励，给我祝福。开心的是能拥有这位朋友！谢谢你了清月:D 在此，我也祝你生日快乐哦~原谅我不能在你生日当天祝贺你，嘻嘻！还有还有，Jayne oh Jayne，哈哈，她为我PO了一个‘专栏’，嘻嘻！原本想在我生日当天的12 am PO上，然后SMS我叫我上网看，但因为我不在诗巫，所以她就提前为我PO上了。不过还是很感动莫~谢谢你哦Jayne！真的很高兴认识你^^

但愿神你让我们经历你的同在，还有你丰盛的恩典！愿神看顾保守我们的路途及一切的需要！祷告中纪念！另外，祝我生日快乐^^

冷漠？无情？

冷漠...
有时候并不是无情...

只是一种避免被伤害的工具...

冷冰冰的雪地
何时才能出现温暖的阳光
将这一切溶化呢？

Thanks giving ^^

I'M BACK! Finally I back to my home sweet home after whole sem enjoying and struggling at Selangor lol What a great thing!

Yesterday I almost couldn't go back to Sibu. Luckily we met Seng Tong, my Form 6 classmate. He really helped us a lot. When we checked in our luggage, actually Chui Fei and I, each of us has two checked bag but who knows both of our luggage were already overweighted when we just checked in 2 big luggages. Each of us need to pay RM 15 for the extra 1 kg. Ok that's no choice. Seng Tong helped Chui Fei carried one bag because she had too many hand-carry bag. When we wanna go to the boarding room, the guard stopped us, saying that each person can only have one hand-carry bag. Ok then we adjusted and re-packed our luggage in order to 'cut' one bag.

We went to there again. This time the guard stopped us once more time. He wanted my hand-carry luggage to be weighted. The result showed 13 kg. "Sorry, it is too heavy, your luggage can only less than 10 kg.. you have to check in this bag." he told us. WAH.. that time really beng kui you know? 13 x RM 15 means I have to pay for extra RM 195. That's impossible! Then the guard taught us to move the things in that luggage out and put in another hand-carry bag, then check in the lightest bag. At the end we checked in Seng Tong's bag which weighed 5.5 kg, paid RM 75 for it. Sob :( That morning just took out RM 100 from the ATM but I spent RM 90 for the excess baggage. Heart so pain lol

At last, we entered that section after gone through so many obstacles. Before we scan our things, I suddenly remembered that I put my dao pian in my pencilcase and I didnt put it in my checked bag. This time really cham. If the machine sense its appearance then I may be suspect to be a killer or terrorist. Wow I can't imagine the time the police arrest me. How embarrass it is? Sorry a bit out of topic hehe No choice, I decided to throw it away. A new knife that I seldom use it and just bought it before I go to Selangor. Again, heart pain :'(

Finally, we safely on board and arrived at Sibu. All I have to say is thanks God for everything! Thanks God for sending angel to help us. If we do not meet Seng Tong, I wonder how can two girls carry so many things. I sure have to pay more than RM 90 because we don't have enough person to help us to carry the extra bags. Thanks God that we safely arrived at our destination. Thanks God for everything! Everthing is under His control.

*to be continue...*

珍惜

之前收到了一封很感动的信息。。

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累了，再得力；错了，再来过；

苦了；历甘甜；伤了，得医治；

气了，学宽恕；爱了，会感恩！

在主爱中成长依靠神加油...

记得主永远爱你并住在你里面。

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那时的我，

累了，苦了，伤了，气了，

顿时觉得好孤单！

看了这封信息，我很感恩！

因为我知道神时时刻刻都在看顾我。

他知道我因某些事而心情低落。

于是透过这封信息告诉我

“孩子，你并不孤单！

累了，我赐你力量；

苦了，我让你历甘甜；

伤了，我必医治你；

气了，但不可含怒到日落哦！

记住我永远与你同在！”

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一个不常联络的朋友发给了我一封信息。。

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生活就在于知道如何去享受一点而忍受许许多多的无奈。

每天给自己多一点自信，

即使生活有一千个理由让你哭，

你也要有一千零一个理由笑 =)

祝愿你有愉快的心情^_^

神与你同在。

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收到这封信息时，

我知道神垂听了我的祷告。

他知道我内心的感受，

他透过这封信息告诉我

“我的孩子，你要常常喜乐！”

之前常常跟同学们混在一起，

我承认我有时忽略了身边的朋友！

亲爱的沁儿，Jayne，还有清月，谢谢你们的陪伴！

MMP的时候，因为有你们让我觉得我并不是一个人。

大伙儿一起走路去Dectar，一起去唱choir，哈哈！

大家一起笑，一起哭（er... 哈哈！）

一起吃，一起玩...

好怀念哦~

四多花，哈哈

我和沁儿

*沁儿讲我的刘海很笨 :( *

Jayne和我

我和清月

沁儿教我玩自排，哈哈


考试期间也是你们在陪着我。
我们一起努力，彼此鼓励，叫对方加油，
一起大喊把压力喊出来
（特别是我，沁儿还有清月，哈哈！常常和沁儿在房间里喊来喊去）
一起等巴士，一起走路去考场。
谢谢你们一直鼓励支持我 ^^
我想要不是因为考试，

我也不会这么常跟你们混在一起！
我知道我常常丢下你们，
不过谢谢你们没有遗弃我，哈哈！
朋友，你们真棒！

我爱你们！*害羞莫*

*shy*

朋友？

朋友，我一直以为我是可值得信任的那一位。

但原来这一切都是我自以为是。

有时真的觉得什么都不想知道，这样也许会好些。

既然不要让人知道，那就不要做得太明显。

为什么不能告诉我？

我以为我们是很好的朋友，

什么都可以跟对方说，

但原来我错了！

你选择告诉其他人，但不是我。

我真的不希望我是最后一个知道的。

我从来都不觉得重色情友可以伤害一段友谊。

但，现在我明白了！

你渐渐失去真我，

甚至可以感觉到你离我们越来越远了。

朋友，只想劝你，

千万别忽略身边的朋友哦！

你永远不会知道你这么做会伤害了身边的朋友！

失望的感觉不好受！

如果你不是真心的，

请不要把友谊永固挂在嘴边。

不然只会让人觉得你说一套，做一套。

不管怎样，记住朋友永远在这里等你，

只希望你能再次看到我们的存在。

Wow!

Yoohoo~ now the 3rd paper finished too!

Guess what?

Actually I have two days to prepare for my PP exam.

However, as what my previous post there wrote,

I wasted whole morning and whole noon study only one chapter.

Then ho.. at night le, Jayne and fish came to my room.

Can u guys imagine what will happen if 4 girls gather in a room?

No doubt! We chit-chatting for whole night..

from around 8:30 pm till 2:00 am

and we dont even felt sleepy haha

The more geng one still at the back..

After they went back to their own room,

my roommate and I still continue chatting till 4 am..

Really gou li gou li oh..

So ended up we have to pia for our PP the next day!

Around 10 am woke up then do this do that,

12 noon start to study..

from chapter 1 to chapter 10..

study till 12 midnight!

Wow! It was my 1st time that..

I can finish study a book within 12 hours.

Also, my 1st time so hardworking that..

I, Michelle Tang can study for whole day without sleeping..

No laptop.. no online.. only book and notes in front of me..

Issit very guai? issit issit? hahaha

Even me myself also very pei fu myself wakakaka

Hope that it is not my last time :p

Wanna share something with u guys..

Survey: In how many days a 1000 pages of book can be read?

WRITER - 6 months

LECTURER - 2 months

LAWYER - 1 month

STUDENT - 1 night before exam

3 down, 5 more to go..

Gambateh yo all my friends!

God bless u ^^

Beng kui-ing

AAAaaaaaaaaaaAAaaaa

beng kui-ing..

Today was the worst!

I hate PP!!!!

Study for whole day but still at chapter one!

Sob.. sob.. sob..

And I fell asleep again just now.

AaarrRRgggGGhhhhhhH

Don't know why nowadays study will make me fall asleep so easily..

Study a few sentences then start to feel sleepy liao..

Why? Why? Why?

Sleeping bugs please leave me alone!!!

Lazy bugs please dont stick with me anymore!!!

Who help me to chase all those bugs away?!

Tonite cannot sleep liao..

Must ganti balik my study time.. huhu..

Jia you Jia you Jia you!!!

God please guide me!

Everyone! Gambateh!!

Woosh!!!

Continue on..

Phew~ today my 2nd paper had finished!
Analytical Chemistry..
We as the 1st batch students meet with u
and yet suffering there.
Y cant u just be friend with us..?
U made us dont know what to do..
But now finally I can say bye bye to u~
Don't say I'm cruel.. is u who treat me so :(
Nvm la.. Since it's over so I forgive u ba.. hehe :)
Hmm.. today's paper.. honestly.. I don't know how to do.
Sad? Disappointed? I have no feeling towards it.
Maybe this is what we call 'kan po'.

Walking out from the exam hall, I felt relief actually.
Last night study till 3 am and woke up at 8 am this morning.
I've memorise all the titration..
for whole nite and whole morning.
Precipitation titration..
Redox titration..
Complexometric titration..
Just these 3 titration can make me headache.

Each titration has its own methods, conditions, ways and examples.
Too many titrations..
too many methods..
too many conditions..
too many ways..
too many examples..
at last ended up all mixing together.
Confusing me in which condition is for which method..
Which example is for which titration..
Also, gravimetry.. all mixed up!
That's why I don't really have confident..
in answering objective questions.
Subjective ques.. I just knew that..
this paper also tested in subjective..
15 minutes before the exam!
Forget it! Since I already half give up actually..
Why? Why? Ana Chem.. I just can't understand u!!

Oh my goodness! My brain is malfunctioning..
When i go back to Sibu, I must eat more pig brains..
to get my brain function.
Now I just hope that they will lower the standard..
and allow us to pass this paper..
I've tried my very best!
So the result I just hand in to God ^^

Ok finish fa xie liao hehe
Now have to continue on my studies..
Hubungan Etnik..
Gonna study hard!!!
2 papers had over..
6 more to go~
Wooosh!!!
Jia you Jia you Jia you!!!
For those who are having microcomputer exam tomolo..
gambateh ya! Good luck in the exam =D

A Prayer Before Exam

Dear Father,
I will have my exam soon.
You know how important it is to me.
I pray to You, my dear Lord.
I pray for Your guidance,
so that
In the exam,
I may find the right solutions,
I may be able to answer the questions correctly,
I may solve those difficult problems.
So that
I may not be careless or overconfident,
I may not be distracted but be more concentrated,
I may not be in a hurry or take the exam too lightly.
Please never let me panic or get nervous,
But just let me be at ease.
Please never let me guess nor rely on pure luck,
But enlighten my mind and let me think clearly.
Please never let me resort to dishonesty.
But let me work with my own ability.
I promise,
I will try my best to prepare for my exam.
The result is in Your hand.
Whether the result is good or not,
I truly believe.
You will bless and lead me
If I try my best to strive for success.
I just want to give thanks and ask all these,
In the name of Jesus Christ,
Amen.

All the best to all my friends in ur exam! ^^

Don't give up!

Wuhu.. Today I had just finished my 1st paper..

Physical Chemistry..

Hmm.. for me still ok lo..

just scare that I careless in calculation.

Anyway it's over!

I know I shouldn't worry too much!

I've tried my very best.

The rest i just leave it to God! He will guide me ^^

Now I have to move on to my next target!

Analytical Chemistry!

Though I don't know what am I studying about,

but no choice, I still have to carry on.

1 paper had over.. 7 papers to go~

so gambateh yo!!!

Don't give up!

考试加油！

今天读了一整天的书，也可以说上了一整天的网！嘻嘻！今天读书的时候真的很够力啊！明明很有精神要读书，谁知道才读了几行字就开始钓鱼了。可是只要一抬头望着在我面前的电脑我立刻就清醒了，而且还不止一次。真的很夸张啊！连我自己都觉得很不可思议，哈哈！所以每当我要开始打瞌睡的时候，就赶紧望着电脑让我自己清醒下。因为如果我真的睡着了，那我真的不知道又要浪费多少时间了。今天温习Analytical Chemistry，还是老样子，读来读去都不懂我在读什么。有史以来最难读明白的科目！真的不知道考试要怎么考！不过也不管了啦，尽力就好，其余的就交给上帝吧！^^

是的！凡事盼望！
加油！加油！加油！

好了，我要去睡觉了！
明天要早早起来做最后的冲刺！
朋友们！明天考试加油咯！
祷告中纪念！

[应当一无挂虑，只要凡事藉着祷告，祈求和感谢，将你们所要的告诉神。]
腓立比书 4:6

Final exam!

Final! Final! Final!

每次到了考试就免不了要开夜车。

这又是上大学第一次考试，所以难免有点紧张+害怕！

每个人现在都处于崩溃状态！

好久没有考试的感觉了。

停止修炼了半年（也可以说将近一年），

我还真有点不习惯要为了考试而拼命！

真的好难过呀！

之前还担心去参加营会会浪费我的时间读书，

但是现在回来了还是没那么努力读书啊。

而且我读书的速度超级慢，犹如蜗牛爬行的速度！

因为我温习的时候一直在放空，根本读不进。

更惨的是，我读了一下就想睡了。。。

也不懂为什么瞌睡虫老爱在我考试的时候来找我！

真的很讨厌耶！

唉！无奈！

突然感觉到1st class honour离我越来越远了~

应该是说我从来没跟它近距离过。

唉！读书生真的不易当啊~

算了！抱怨再多也没用！

现在唯一能做的就是努力，努力，再努力！

加油，加油，再加油！

我要朝着我的目标前进！

1st class honour!

Woosh!!!

我的朋友们，你们也要加油哦！
我们一起努力吧！

同工营

27-29/10/2008我参加了大专团契所举办的同工营！原本是非常不想去的，因为考试要到了！但是朋友告诉我说，既然我们被选为职员，参加这个同工营可以让职员们更加认识彼此，将来在事奉的道路上可以互相配搭。她也说我们做上帝的工，上帝必定会赐福于我们！虽然是那样说，但我还是心不甘，情不愿地去了。不过这可是我第一次参加营会是不用还钱的哦！嘻嘻！

这个同工营给我的主要信息是信心，信任和互相配合。在玩‘心路旅程’的时候，我们被蒙上眼睛，靠着神给我们的信心与智慧，摸着绳子走完整个路程。当中有分叉路，必须祈求上帝给我们智慧来走对的路。路途中，有艰难的路，有平坦的路，这就代表着在事奉的道路上，我们也会遇到挫折。但不要因此而放弃，且要祷告求神赐我们信心与力量走完事奉的道路。

至于'Lego' 的环节，每一组都有一位领袖，两位建造者及数位的观察者。领袖负责选出合适的观察者及建造者。观察者负责看游戏官主手中的‘Lego ’ 建设，然后告诉建造者如何排出一模一样的建设。建造者就听从观察者的指示来建造。这个游戏主要告诉我们，在一所教会或团契，各个肢体必须互相配搭，彼此必须互相信任，同心合一的来完成一项事工。

哦～感觉好严肃哦！哈哈！当中当然还有很多游戏。每次参加完一个营会，参与者之间的感情都会增进，这次当然也不例外。认识了好多人，每个人都很可爱！

‘人造’十字架

看左边

看右边
弘桑你在做什么？哈哈

Say hi!

营会的最后一天我们去瀑布玩，结果我不小心滑倒了。脚擦伤了，伤得好像被猫抓伤一样，伤痕累累！我的脚毁容啦～哈哈，没有啦，就只是很多条纹吧了！回到宿舍，我知道我要开始用功读书了！因为离考试只剩不到一个星期的时间了。我要发奋图强！加油！郑欣莹！哈哈！

愿神大大地赐福给每一位考生！耶和华祝福满满^^

郁闷

早上起来，忽然觉得心情很低落。

也许是因为考试要到了吧！

今天还想说早点起来读书，

可是却爬不起来，

结果我还是没念到书！

=(

很伤心啊！

考试就快到了，

我却没有读书的心情。

看着同学们一个一个这么努力地读书，

我还真惭愧！

泪不知不觉地从眼角流下。

我...竟然会为了学业而流泪？

第一次为了考试而崩溃落泪。

真的很好笑！

不久前，看了《命中注定我爱你》，

觉得有一句台词还不错。

“你不要认为她不要求，你就忽略她！

不要认为她不喊痛，她就没有感觉！”

有时候，脸上所展露出来的笑容，

不代表那个人真的很开心！

内心深处的感觉，

很容易就被忽略了！

沟通真的很重要！

没有沟通，哪来的了解？

唯有透过沟通，

用心来沟通，

才会知道那人真正的感受。

常常都觉得，

话可以很容易的说出口，

但要实行却很难！

鼓励别人的时候，

可以说得头头是道。

但如果用相同的话来鼓励自己，

却很难办到！

人.....为什么会这么矛盾呢？

Oleoclub Dinner ^^

18/10/2008是我们Oleoclub的晚宴。巴士把我们载到Hotel Equatorial，就是我们上次Fac nite去的那间酒店。到了那里，竟然让我看到了一场我梦寐以求的婚礼！拥有外国式的婚礼竟然也能在这里看到。真的很不可思议啊~ 有点像Wedding Dash里的情况，哈哈！他们还唱诗歌祝福那一对新人哦~ 在这里，我也祝新郎新娘白头偕老，主恩满溢！愿神大大地祝福他们^^ 耶和华祝福满满！

从Hotel里看到的景象

好幸福哦~

很漂亮吧？

但其实我们的晚宴是在Bangi Golf Resort。
其实就在附近吧了。
有一位好心的先生用打高尔夫球的车来载我们去。
哇！超兴奋的！第一次坐这种车叻，哈哈！

这就是我们坐的高尔夫球车。

其实我们坐的比较大辆，

可以载8个人哦~

这就是Bangi Golf Resort Restaurant.

OleoClub

You raise me up~~

这只是假象。
他在踮脚，哈哈！

看吧？我没有很矮！哈哈哈！

我和黄翠妃小姐^^

哈哈！他睡了好久，睡得也很熟。
被偷拍了很多还不知道 :P

我和Susan。
那是Nyonya的服装。
她很漂亮吧?

我和Stephanie
那件旗袍很适合她哦~
超美的！

难得捕捉到Ka Chun睁开眼睛的画面。
谢谢你了，豪哥！
哈哈！

我和传勇

我和7 zai

我和Beckham

我们等了很久很久，晚宴都还没开始。
真的又饿又崩溃！
男士们等得有点不耐烦了，哈哈！

等了好久，他们才叫我们去拿纪念品。

这些是我们High 5 拿到的纪念品。
Yo! High 5

终于可以吃了~
我们就像饿狼那样拼命拿！

吃好后，我们又开始玩自拍。
我和鱼 =)

我和Senior。

我和可爱的苾诗^^

幸运抽奖抽到的礼物。
不过不是我的，嘻嘻！

拍照留念咯~

我的Senior。
他可是当晚的King哦！
他也是跟我同college的。
他很可爱吧？哈哈！