Athazagoraphobia

Today was the last day of March.

We went to have our thesis to be done in hard cover.

Two days later and I will have my own book

with my precious name printed on it XD

Supposed to be attending AGM meeting of Oleoclub.

But we were all sitting outside waiting to grab some foods.

We proclaimed ourselves as food guards. Kononnya.

Had a nice chit-chatting with them.

They are crazy and insane. Funny though.

Throughout my life, I've always been afraid of losing the people I love.
But then, sometimes I wonder, is there anyone out there afraid of losing me?

Say Goodbye ♥

Today was my last day of lecture in my uni life.

Cameras were everywhere to capture the precious memories.

Three years. Neither short nor long. Time flies :')

I always know that everything will come to an end.

But I still need some times to accept it.

There might be some quarrels or bad days.

But I still love hanging out with you guys.

My life wouldn't be complete without you all.

So I do appreciate every good and bad moment spent with you.

Together we study,

Together we work hard on assignments,

Together we fight for exams,

Together we play and we laugh.

These are all the good ones that add colour to my life.

My supervisor, Dr Nik.

A big thanks to him for all his helps!

*Seriously hate to take photo with my bangs pinned up*

It makes my face looks so much bigger :(

Saying goodbye isn't the hard part,

it's what we leave behind that's tough.

Family Day

Today was our family day ♥

4 of us were in the house for almost whole day.

As planned, we ordered Domino's Pizza for our lunch.

The process of online ordering was indeed interesting.

Y'all should go and check it out on its website :)

 Yummylicious ♥

The delivery man said he was late for the delivery (which we don't think he is late).

So he gave us all these coupons as compensation.

Lucky us =)

And we decided to cook dinner on our own tonight

which we talked about it few weeks ago.

So now everything's according to plan~

ABC soup, tin curry chicken and fried egg~

I was bloated. Even fuller than I was in the afternoon.

Felt so blessed when I got to drink hot and warm soup,

got to taste home-cooked dinner on this desert island.

 

Our family photo ♥

Family isn't whose blood you carry,

It's who you love and who loves you.

Leaving

"Terima Kasih" remarked the end of my thesis presentation.

Felt indeed relief and happy by that moment.

It was like *pffft* finished just in a blink of an eye. 

All the rushing, tiredness of doing lab works, 

staying up late for thesis writing had all came to an end.

"It's all done!" my friend said.

Emo-ness flows in my mind.

I felt reluctant to accept the fact that we are all leaving soon.

No matter how much you think you hate school,

you will always miss it when you leave :')

10 Things I Hate About You

I hate the way you talk to me.

I hate the way you read my mind.
I hate it when you ignore me and fooling me around.

I hate you so much it makes me sick.

It even makes me rhyme.

I hate it.

I hate the way you're always right.

I hate it when you lie.

I hate it when you make me laugh,

even worse when you make me cry.

I hate it when you're not around and the fact that you didn't call.

But mostly, I hate the way I don't hate you,

not even close... 
not even a little bit... 
not even at all.

If I treated you, the way you treated me,
you would hate me.

Count On Me ♥

I've finally handed in my thesis.

Fish said I showed mother like face when I had my baby thesis in my hand.

(Did I?) Hahaha~

Perhaps I just can't believe that I've actually completed my thesis.

The one I thought I'm not capable to do.

And I've finally got my internship!

Congrats to myself and thanks for all the supports!

I should have feel happy for today.

As my sleepless nights are now coming to an end.

And I need not to worry about my internship already.

Yet, I just don't really feel a thing.

Keep finding things to do just to distract myself.

And I've been procrastinating for whole night.

Well, I just wanna give myself a break :)

The only thing I should be drinking is an ice cold beer.

**********

You can count on me like one, two, three

I'll be there.

And please allow me to say

And I know when I need it,

I can count on you like four, three, two

and you'll be there.

♥

All About Me ♥

I'm so gonna jot everything down in my lovely journal.

Every memory that I recalled, sweet or bitter.

Every little thing that happened, joyful or sad.

Every little thought that I've got, good or bad.

Every quote that I like, inspiring or encouraging.

It's gonna be my perfect book ever!

Because it is all about my life.

It is all about me!

S Day

Well, we have heard of B-day, D-day and V-day,

but today was our S-day.

Why do I say so?

First, we went to McD to have our lunch.

And all of us ordered 'S'picy Deluxe and it's related to 'S'omeone.

Sorry that I can't elaborate too much on that.

After lunch, we went back to uni

and we were lucky to have a car parking 'S'pace there.

I asked, "Should it be our lucky day today?"

"S-DAY!", they shouted.

Laugh out loud

Walking down to our faculty,

suddenly a 'S'nake jumped off from the tree and it just dropped right beside my friend.

It's Trimeresurus aka Green Bamboo Viper.

Both of us were frightened and screamed.

And we tried to warn everyone that passed by about the snake.

I've heard of the presence of snake near FST.

But never thought that I would really see it.

And this is actually the different snake from the one they talked about.

'S'cared!

We were still rushing for our thesis.

'S'tress, 'S'ad, 'S'ien are the words I can describe for my feelings now.

Supposed to hand in today but we postponed it.

My 'S'upervisor just corrected our draft and gave us back today. 

He was kinda pity too because of us.

A BIG THANKS to him *90 degrees bow*

Oh I finally got my another result of my GC-MS analysis.

This is kinda comforting as I can finally add in to my thesis and complete it.

Today was S-day, but it was neither 'S'pecial nor 'S'imple.

Quoted by my friend.

2012

The following is all about significant happenings in year 1988.

Share with you all especially to those dragon babies of year 1988.

出生在88年尴尬的年份，

赶不上80后也及不到90后。

刚上小学就金融风暴；

三年级时还有印尼来的大烟雾，每天要戴口罩上课；

小学毕业又911，准备中考就来了个非典；

高考又来了个四川大地震，

好不容易上了大学却突然一个金融海啸加甲流！

当了十几年教育改革的白老鼠，

终于准备告别校园，迎接社会，

你却告诉我2012是世界末日！

Very true isn't it, my dear friends?

Lots of disasters happened throughout the years.

So dragon babies of year 1988 are considered as the lucky ones or the unfortunate ones?

Whatever~ We survived anyway! XD

And now the next thing we are going to face is the end of the world.

I came across an article this morning.

Escape Earth 2012 Tickets are selling now.

Kinda funny and ridiculous I could say.

Should I go grab the ticket? Giggles

I think I would just put my life in God's hand.

Some days, I wish things had turned out differently.

Indulgence

Had been rushing for thesis these two days.

Sleep late at night and wake up early in the morning.

What a busy challenging uni life~

Can I have a day off after I hand in my thesis?

I wanna throw everything aside and shout out loud!

Indulge myself in craziness and happiness!

Twenty years from now you will be more disappointed by the things that you didn't do 

than by the ones you did do. So throw off the bowlines. Sail away from the safe harbour. 

Catch the trade winds in your sails. Explore. Dream. Discover.

- Mark Twain -

The girl

The girl who seemed unbreakable, broke.

The girl who always laughed, cried.

The girl that never stopped trying, finally gave up.

She dropped her fake smile as a tear rolled down her cheek,

and she whispered to herself,

"I can't do this anymore."

She is not the kind of girl who likes to tell the world about the way she feels about herself.

**********

Sometimes people cry, not because they are weak.

It's because they've been strong for too long.

Aal Izz Well

The hardest part of writing thesis is

analyzing the data you've got from the experiment.

Left: Gas Chromatography (GC)

Right: Fourier Transform Infrared Spectroscopy (FT-IR)

Actually I'm still waiting for another result which is GC-MS.

But the lab assistant really made me speechless.

Put my sample there for weeks and he haven't start the test yet.

Really sick of UKM's staff's attitude!

And I have 4 data of FT-IR for me to analyse.

ARGH!!!!!!!!!

My blur and kind supervisor even borrowed me his book for me to analyse the data.

Well, he does make me gone crazy sometimes.

Sometimes he himself has no idea of what we gonna do.

Every time you go to find him, he will add in new thing for you to do,

without realizing how much time left for us to rush.

That's why I try not to find him if possible :P

Due date is coming soon.

Our hearts are particularly vulnerable to fear.

So when you feel insecure,

touch your heart and say,

Aal Izz Well

Home Furnishing ♥

Always heard about how amazing IKEA is with all its innovative furnitures.

And I finally got the chance to visit to IKEA! =D

Enjoyed the walk at there~

Thank you very much!!! ♥

IKEA offers everything under one roof,

everything you need to complete your home.

I saw a lot of furnitures like sofas, beds, tables, wardrobes.

The designs of kitchen, bedroom and bathroom are just incredible!

I seriously love the concept of IKEA!

And I wanted my future house to be something like that.

Perhaps with some handcraft thingy :)

I'm loving it ♥

I just don't get the chance.

I know, I always do.

固执

活了22年，

直到今天，

我才发现我身边的朋友都觉得

我很固执！

你说，我非常固执。

你说，我有点固执。

你说，我还满固执的。

你说，我在某些情况下很固执。

我真的有很固执吗？

我这么问，是不是意味着

我固执到连自己都不愿承认自己很固执？

我是真的有点不能接受啊~

哈哈！

Sometimes it sucks being strong. 

Because when people know that you are strong, 

they think that it is okay to hurt you, over and over again.

**********

My greatest weakness is

I don't know how to cry.

7 hours

We had our crazy karaoke session lasted for 7 hours.

From 7pm till 2am.

Yea my coursemates can be very crazy and random.

We sang, we laughed, and we enjoyed.

We chose those rock songs.

We yelled and jumped like nobody cares.

All those bad feelings and stress just *pfffftt* gone!

That's how I spent my 1st day of March :)

Time really flies.

Agree? :')

March would be a busy month for me I guess.

Mid semester exam, thesis, Viva and etc.

And I haven't get any news for my internship yet.

How I wish I could get rid of these stuff asap.

I guess I just gonna enjoy doing my works even it's stressful.

It is useless for me to worry so much, right?

Have I mentioned yet that I'm slowly gaining my appetite back?

*Winks*

What are words

A very nice song I would like to share with you all :)

Nice melody and meaningful lyrics ♥

Anywhere you are, I am near.
Anywhere you go, I'll be there.
Anytime you whisper my name, 
you'll see how every single promise I keep.
Cause what kind of guy would I be
If I was to leave when you need me most.

What are words if you really don't mean them when you say them.
What are words if they're only for good times then they don't.
When it's love, yeah, you say them out loud.
Those words, they never go away.
They live on, even when we're gone.