冷漠？无情？

冷漠...
有时候并不是无情...

只是一种避免被伤害的工具...

冷冰冰的雪地
何时才能出现温暖的阳光
将这一切溶化呢？

Thanks giving ^^

I'M BACK! Finally I back to my home sweet home after whole sem enjoying and struggling at Selangor lol What a great thing!

Yesterday I almost couldn't go back to Sibu. Luckily we met Seng Tong, my Form 6 classmate. He really helped us a lot. When we checked in our luggage, actually Chui Fei and I, each of us has two checked bag but who knows both of our luggage were already overweighted when we just checked in 2 big luggages. Each of us need to pay RM 15 for the extra 1 kg. Ok that's no choice. Seng Tong helped Chui Fei carried one bag because she had too many hand-carry bag. When we wanna go to the boarding room, the guard stopped us, saying that each person can only have one hand-carry bag. Ok then we adjusted and re-packed our luggage in order to 'cut' one bag.

We went to there again. This time the guard stopped us once more time. He wanted my hand-carry luggage to be weighted. The result showed 13 kg. "Sorry, it is too heavy, your luggage can only less than 10 kg.. you have to check in this bag." he told us. WAH.. that time really beng kui you know? 13 x RM 15 means I have to pay for extra RM 195. That's impossible! Then the guard taught us to move the things in that luggage out and put in another hand-carry bag, then check in the lightest bag. At the end we checked in Seng Tong's bag which weighed 5.5 kg, paid RM 75 for it. Sob :( That morning just took out RM 100 from the ATM but I spent RM 90 for the excess baggage. Heart so pain lol

At last, we entered that section after gone through so many obstacles. Before we scan our things, I suddenly remembered that I put my dao pian in my pencilcase and I didnt put it in my checked bag. This time really cham. If the machine sense its appearance then I may be suspect to be a killer or terrorist. Wow I can't imagine the time the police arrest me. How embarrass it is? Sorry a bit out of topic hehe No choice, I decided to throw it away. A new knife that I seldom use it and just bought it before I go to Selangor. Again, heart pain :'(

Finally, we safely on board and arrived at Sibu. All I have to say is thanks God for everything! Thanks God for sending angel to help us. If we do not meet Seng Tong, I wonder how can two girls carry so many things. I sure have to pay more than RM 90 because we don't have enough person to help us to carry the extra bags. Thanks God that we safely arrived at our destination. Thanks God for everything! Everthing is under His control.

*to be continue...*

珍惜

之前收到了一封很感动的信息。。

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累了，再得力；错了，再来过；

苦了；历甘甜；伤了，得医治；

气了，学宽恕；爱了，会感恩！

在主爱中成长依靠神加油...

记得主永远爱你并住在你里面。

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那时的我，

累了，苦了，伤了，气了，

顿时觉得好孤单！

看了这封信息，我很感恩！

因为我知道神时时刻刻都在看顾我。

他知道我因某些事而心情低落。

于是透过这封信息告诉我

“孩子，你并不孤单！

累了，我赐你力量；

苦了，我让你历甘甜；

伤了，我必医治你；

气了，但不可含怒到日落哦！

记住我永远与你同在！”

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一个不常联络的朋友发给了我一封信息。。

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生活就在于知道如何去享受一点而忍受许许多多的无奈。

每天给自己多一点自信，

即使生活有一千个理由让你哭，

你也要有一千零一个理由笑 =)

祝愿你有愉快的心情^_^

神与你同在。

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收到这封信息时，

我知道神垂听了我的祷告。

他知道我内心的感受，

他透过这封信息告诉我

“我的孩子，你要常常喜乐！”

之前常常跟同学们混在一起，

我承认我有时忽略了身边的朋友！

亲爱的沁儿，Jayne，还有清月，谢谢你们的陪伴！

MMP的时候，因为有你们让我觉得我并不是一个人。

大伙儿一起走路去Dectar，一起去唱choir，哈哈！

大家一起笑，一起哭（er... 哈哈！）

一起吃，一起玩...

好怀念哦~

四多花，哈哈

我和沁儿

*沁儿讲我的刘海很笨 :( *

Jayne和我

我和清月

沁儿教我玩自排，哈哈


考试期间也是你们在陪着我。
我们一起努力，彼此鼓励，叫对方加油，
一起大喊把压力喊出来
（特别是我，沁儿还有清月，哈哈！常常和沁儿在房间里喊来喊去）
一起等巴士，一起走路去考场。
谢谢你们一直鼓励支持我 ^^
我想要不是因为考试，

我也不会这么常跟你们混在一起！
我知道我常常丢下你们，
不过谢谢你们没有遗弃我，哈哈！
朋友，你们真棒！

我爱你们！*害羞莫*

*shy*

朋友？

朋友，我一直以为我是可值得信任的那一位。

但原来这一切都是我自以为是。

有时真的觉得什么都不想知道，这样也许会好些。

既然不要让人知道，那就不要做得太明显。

为什么不能告诉我？

我以为我们是很好的朋友，

什么都可以跟对方说，

但原来我错了！

你选择告诉其他人，但不是我。

我真的不希望我是最后一个知道的。

我从来都不觉得重色情友可以伤害一段友谊。

但，现在我明白了！

你渐渐失去真我，

甚至可以感觉到你离我们越来越远了。

朋友，只想劝你，

千万别忽略身边的朋友哦！

你永远不会知道你这么做会伤害了身边的朋友！

失望的感觉不好受！

如果你不是真心的，

请不要把友谊永固挂在嘴边。

不然只会让人觉得你说一套，做一套。

不管怎样，记住朋友永远在这里等你，

只希望你能再次看到我们的存在。

Wow!

Yoohoo~ now the 3rd paper finished too!

Guess what?

Actually I have two days to prepare for my PP exam.

However, as what my previous post there wrote,

I wasted whole morning and whole noon study only one chapter.

Then ho.. at night le, Jayne and fish came to my room.

Can u guys imagine what will happen if 4 girls gather in a room?

No doubt! We chit-chatting for whole night..

from around 8:30 pm till 2:00 am

and we dont even felt sleepy haha

The more geng one still at the back..

After they went back to their own room,

my roommate and I still continue chatting till 4 am..

Really gou li gou li oh..

So ended up we have to pia for our PP the next day!

Around 10 am woke up then do this do that,

12 noon start to study..

from chapter 1 to chapter 10..

study till 12 midnight!

Wow! It was my 1st time that..

I can finish study a book within 12 hours.

Also, my 1st time so hardworking that..

I, Michelle Tang can study for whole day without sleeping..

No laptop.. no online.. only book and notes in front of me..

Issit very guai? issit issit? hahaha

Even me myself also very pei fu myself wakakaka

Hope that it is not my last time :p

Wanna share something with u guys..

Survey: In how many days a 1000 pages of book can be read?

WRITER - 6 months

LECTURER - 2 months

LAWYER - 1 month

STUDENT - 1 night before exam

3 down, 5 more to go..

Gambateh yo all my friends!

God bless u ^^

Beng kui-ing

AAAaaaaaaaaaaAAaaaa

beng kui-ing..

Today was the worst!

I hate PP!!!!

Study for whole day but still at chapter one!

Sob.. sob.. sob..

And I fell asleep again just now.

AaarrRRgggGGhhhhhhH

Don't know why nowadays study will make me fall asleep so easily..

Study a few sentences then start to feel sleepy liao..

Why? Why? Why?

Sleeping bugs please leave me alone!!!

Lazy bugs please dont stick with me anymore!!!

Who help me to chase all those bugs away?!

Tonite cannot sleep liao..

Must ganti balik my study time.. huhu..

Jia you Jia you Jia you!!!

God please guide me!

Everyone! Gambateh!!

Woosh!!!

Continue on..

Phew~ today my 2nd paper had finished!
Analytical Chemistry..
We as the 1st batch students meet with u
and yet suffering there.
Y cant u just be friend with us..?
U made us dont know what to do..
But now finally I can say bye bye to u~
Don't say I'm cruel.. is u who treat me so :(
Nvm la.. Since it's over so I forgive u ba.. hehe :)
Hmm.. today's paper.. honestly.. I don't know how to do.
Sad? Disappointed? I have no feeling towards it.
Maybe this is what we call 'kan po'.

Walking out from the exam hall, I felt relief actually.
Last night study till 3 am and woke up at 8 am this morning.
I've memorise all the titration..
for whole nite and whole morning.
Precipitation titration..
Redox titration..
Complexometric titration..
Just these 3 titration can make me headache.

Each titration has its own methods, conditions, ways and examples.
Too many titrations..
too many methods..
too many conditions..
too many ways..
too many examples..
at last ended up all mixing together.
Confusing me in which condition is for which method..
Which example is for which titration..
Also, gravimetry.. all mixed up!
That's why I don't really have confident..
in answering objective questions.
Subjective ques.. I just knew that..
this paper also tested in subjective..
15 minutes before the exam!
Forget it! Since I already half give up actually..
Why? Why? Ana Chem.. I just can't understand u!!

Oh my goodness! My brain is malfunctioning..
When i go back to Sibu, I must eat more pig brains..
to get my brain function.
Now I just hope that they will lower the standard..
and allow us to pass this paper..
I've tried my very best!
So the result I just hand in to God ^^

Ok finish fa xie liao hehe
Now have to continue on my studies..
Hubungan Etnik..
Gonna study hard!!!
2 papers had over..
6 more to go~
Wooosh!!!
Jia you Jia you Jia you!!!
For those who are having microcomputer exam tomolo..
gambateh ya! Good luck in the exam =D

A Prayer Before Exam

Dear Father,
I will have my exam soon.
You know how important it is to me.
I pray to You, my dear Lord.
I pray for Your guidance,
so that
In the exam,
I may find the right solutions,
I may be able to answer the questions correctly,
I may solve those difficult problems.
So that
I may not be careless or overconfident,
I may not be distracted but be more concentrated,
I may not be in a hurry or take the exam too lightly.
Please never let me panic or get nervous,
But just let me be at ease.
Please never let me guess nor rely on pure luck,
But enlighten my mind and let me think clearly.
Please never let me resort to dishonesty.
But let me work with my own ability.
I promise,
I will try my best to prepare for my exam.
The result is in Your hand.
Whether the result is good or not,
I truly believe.
You will bless and lead me
If I try my best to strive for success.
I just want to give thanks and ask all these,
In the name of Jesus Christ,
Amen.

All the best to all my friends in ur exam! ^^

Don't give up!

Wuhu.. Today I had just finished my 1st paper..

Physical Chemistry..

Hmm.. for me still ok lo..

just scare that I careless in calculation.

Anyway it's over!

I know I shouldn't worry too much!

I've tried my very best.

The rest i just leave it to God! He will guide me ^^

Now I have to move on to my next target!

Analytical Chemistry!

Though I don't know what am I studying about,

but no choice, I still have to carry on.

1 paper had over.. 7 papers to go~

so gambateh yo!!!

Don't give up!

考试加油！

今天读了一整天的书，也可以说上了一整天的网！嘻嘻！今天读书的时候真的很够力啊！明明很有精神要读书，谁知道才读了几行字就开始钓鱼了。可是只要一抬头望着在我面前的电脑我立刻就清醒了，而且还不止一次。真的很夸张啊！连我自己都觉得很不可思议，哈哈！所以每当我要开始打瞌睡的时候，就赶紧望着电脑让我自己清醒下。因为如果我真的睡着了，那我真的不知道又要浪费多少时间了。今天温习Analytical Chemistry，还是老样子，读来读去都不懂我在读什么。有史以来最难读明白的科目！真的不知道考试要怎么考！不过也不管了啦，尽力就好，其余的就交给上帝吧！^^

是的！凡事盼望！
加油！加油！加油！

好了，我要去睡觉了！
明天要早早起来做最后的冲刺！
朋友们！明天考试加油咯！
祷告中纪念！

[应当一无挂虑，只要凡事藉着祷告，祈求和感谢，将你们所要的告诉神。]
腓立比书 4:6

Final exam!

Final! Final! Final!

每次到了考试就免不了要开夜车。

这又是上大学第一次考试，所以难免有点紧张+害怕！

每个人现在都处于崩溃状态！

好久没有考试的感觉了。

停止修炼了半年（也可以说将近一年），

我还真有点不习惯要为了考试而拼命！

真的好难过呀！

之前还担心去参加营会会浪费我的时间读书，

但是现在回来了还是没那么努力读书啊。

而且我读书的速度超级慢，犹如蜗牛爬行的速度！

因为我温习的时候一直在放空，根本读不进。

更惨的是，我读了一下就想睡了。。。

也不懂为什么瞌睡虫老爱在我考试的时候来找我！

真的很讨厌耶！

唉！无奈！

突然感觉到1st class honour离我越来越远了~

应该是说我从来没跟它近距离过。

唉！读书生真的不易当啊~

算了！抱怨再多也没用！

现在唯一能做的就是努力，努力，再努力！

加油，加油，再加油！

我要朝着我的目标前进！

1st class honour!

Woosh!!!

我的朋友们，你们也要加油哦！
我们一起努力吧！