Friday, April 15, 2011

Worries

I have quite a lot of worries.
Worry about the inconveniences.
Worry about the safety of the house.
Worry about quarreling with someone.
Worry about dealing with stubborn people.
Worry about my conveniency as the only girl living there.
All the negative thoughts just came across my mind all in a sudden.

Friends told me not to worry
about the things that haven't even happen yet.
Some said just give them a call if I'm really in trouble.
They say everything will be fine.

Perhaps God puts me in this situation
is to improve my tolerance and patience limit.
But still, I need a friend to talk to whenever I feel wronged.
I need a companion to listen to me and be by my side to comfort me.
Seriously, I'm scared.

Rancho: This heart scares easily, you have to trick it.
No matter how big is the problem, tell your heart, "All is well, pal"
Raju: Does that resolve the problem?
Rancho: No, but you gain courage to face it!


Fear of man will prove to be a snare,
but whoever trusts in the Lord is kept safe.
[Proverbs 29:21]








Wednesday, April 13, 2011

Cozy ♥

The night before my 2nd paper,
someone sent us her home-cooked tang yuan =D
It's really warmth to have this light refreshment especially when you are stressed out.
(Stressed out? Kononnya)
Anyway thanks a lot to ppwen for being so sweet!
As sweet as your home-cooked tang yuan.
^^

Peanut filling tang yuan in ginger soup 

I had been really relaxed for my final exams.
Each revision I just go on steadily. 
It's been a good sign though for not having too much worries.
Yet, is that a bad sign for not caring too much as well?



I want to refresh my mind. 
Delete all my problems, undo all my mistakes and save all the happy moments :)







Monday, April 11, 2011

Killed

My last final exam
My first paper today

Kimia Bio-Organik

I killed it today
It killed me today :(

Biology is always not my thing.
And organic stuff has always driven me crazy!
So when it comes to Bio-Organic, I'm dead!
That's why I chose Physics for my Form 6 studies.
At least I'm still half alive studying Organic Chemistry and not Biology.
Biologists out there, no offence ya!
I'm just not smart enough to study Biology. =P

So many sets of notes to read. That is okay.
But when you need to memorize hell lots of structures and mechanisms,
well that is NOT okay!
Anyway it's time for me to wave goodbye to them :)


I hate forgetting something that was just in my mind a minute ago.







Saturday, April 9, 2011

深夜

深夜里
一切都好安静,好安静
我仿佛可以听到
我内心那微小的声音在跟我说话
它关心地问候我
今天的你过得好吗?
我没回答
它安慰我说
乖,我疼!

深夜
虽然有点冷
但我却享受这宁静的片刻
深夜
虽然有点孤单
却是诚实面对自己的最佳时刻


其实
我是害怕深夜的
会有一种无尽的寂寞袭向我
我却又喜欢深夜
因为只有周围漆黑一片
我和我的泪才是安全的


如果当初我勇敢,
结局会不会不一样?


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Thursday, April 7, 2011

幸福 ♥

幸福就是

春天里偶然闻到路边阵阵花香,想起曾经在青涩岁月中经历的欢喜和烦恼;
夏天里穿着鲜艳T恤坐在海边看潮起潮落,想起曾经的单纯和傻气;
秋天里走在满是法国梧桐的小街上,想起那个让自己怦然心动的名字,心里有淡淡的忧伤;
冬天里飘雪的时候坐在暖炉旁,手里握着一杯热巧克力,翻看以前的日记,嘴角情不自禁浮起一抹微笑。

幸福就是和你一起度过春夏秋冬。




看了黑人和范范的结婚影片,真的觉得他们好幸福哦~
我也想要参加一场感动的婚礼(目前只有一场婚礼让我落泪)。
就像小S祝福黑人和范范那样感动,换作是我,我也会哭吧?
特别是看到自己至亲的好友步上红地毯的那一刻,真的会为他们感到开心。



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你幸福吗?







Monday, April 4, 2011

One Night Only

3/4/2011
KUO Dinner at Dectar.
The theme was One Night Only.
Yeah only one night for us to capture the last precious moment.
One night only for us to dress pretty and gather together before exam.
Too bad that not all of us was going. Else, we can have a full family photo.
And also the webcam photos which we always take after the dinner. Every year :)

Malam Seribu Kenangan

Us from Table 13

With Ah Bon
Nice pyramid structure :)

5 of us 
Self-photo shooting outside the hall XD
Thanks to Ah Gan for fetching us and taking photos for us.


**********

Thank you for staying with me.
I know that I'm not always fun to be with but just know that I'm grateful.






Sunday, April 3, 2011

No Pain No Gain

FINALLY!!!!!
I've got my baby thesis with hard cover~
After months of lab works,
and weeks of writing and editing,
spending money on printing and making hard cover,
and now, I've finally got my 1st book with my name printed on it.
I'm loving it 

 Gonna hand in them tomorrow.
Feel very berat hati to pass up actually.
It marks 'The End' as a part of my 3rd year university life.

Me with my baby thesis =D

There marks an end for my thesis stage.
It's all said and done.
Now it's time to study hard for my final exam.
3 more weeks of exam and I'm leaving here.
Good luck to every of my friends.
God bless all of us :)




Confidence is key.
Sometimes, you need to look like you're confident even when you're not.
- Vanessa Hudgens -