Saturday, September 25, 2010

The Hole

Went outing with coursemates last night.
After dinner, we decided to watch a movie.
Some who didn't want to watch movie, 
they went to look out point for the 2nd round.
Some chose to watch The Legend of the Fist.
Well, I would rather watch a horror movie than 
a boring cantonese movie in cinema!

We watched The Hole.



It wasn't very scary after all.
It is not a famous movie though.
But somehow it taught me to face my fear.

This movie explores the fears and secrets buried deep in the human mind. Two brothers found a sinister bottomless hole under a locked trap door in the basement. As the brothers experiment with the hole, they realize that the cold pit goes on forever. They drop a nail and never hear it hit the bottom. They lower a flashlight and a video camera and they get consumed by the darkness. When the hole is exposed, evil is unleashed. With strange shadows lurking around every corner and past nightmares coming to life, the trio will have to come face to face their darkest fears to put an end to the hole.

I wonder...
Is that the thing that I hate or 
the one that I'm actually fear of?


*******

Everyone's got secrets.
Dirty little secrets.


Monday, September 20, 2010

Just A Dream


I was thinking about you, thinking about me,
Thinking about us, what we gonna be?
Open my eyes, it was only just a dream.

So I travel back, down that road.
Will you come back? No one knows.
I realize, it was only just a dream.


If you ever loved somebody, put your hands up.


Friday, September 17, 2010

Haircut

Went to Kajang with my girls this evening.
Wanted to have dinner there after puasa in UKM for so long.
And since my hair is so long already,
so I decided to have a haircut.
I asked the hairstylist whether can keep my hair curl after haircut.
She told me that it's quite impossible to remain curl.
Sigh.. that's what I scared of before stepped into the saloon.
I had no choice because if I didn't cut it, 
I could wear a long white dress and go out to scare people at night.

And this is how my hair looks like after the haircut.

Totally straight again! =(
But my roomie said it's better than the straightened one.
Actually after the first cut and hairwash,
my hair was still a bit curl.
But then the hairstylist tried to make my hair looks tidy,
so keep blowing and combing my hair,
over and over again, till it became so 'tidy'.


Seriously I still prefer my curly hair~
Gonna perm it again before CNY.
So please allow me to emo for 4 months XD
Perhaps I can try to dye my hair within this 4 months?
Hiak hiak hiak =D

I miss you~
Okay this may sound a bit narcissism. 
Mind me XD

And this is me when my hair was straightened.


Seeing my current hair,
I kept thinking that my curly hair was just a dream.
A dream which accompanied me for 7 months.
Thinking that the next day I woke up,
I probably will get shocked with my straight hair.
LOL!
Anyway I hope it would be better tomorrow~
If it doesn't, it's okay to change hairstyle once in a while.


Agree with me?
^__^


Wednesday, September 15, 2010

Imperfection


I may not good in expressing my feelings to let you know how I feel.
I may not good in saying any beautiful words to impress you.
I may not good in giving comforting words to comfort you.
I may not as good as someone else to make your life wonderful.

But I often tell myself that... 
it's okay to be just me.


- I am not perfect. But I am perfectly me -


Saturday, September 11, 2010

Cuddle



You know the difference between
PROMISES and MEMORIES?
We break promises;
Memories break us.

I don't need promises.
Human's promises can't be trusted.
All I need is just a hug.
A warm-hearted hug.



Thursday, September 9, 2010

A Wish



Can we pretend that airplanes in the night sky
are like shooting stars?
I could really use a wish right now.


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This is my 200th post.
And happy belated birthday to my blog.
=)



Indeed need a wish right now.


Wednesday, September 8, 2010

Raya Break


Everyone is going back during this raya holiday. 
But I am still stuck here in UKM.
The air ticket back to Sibu is just too expensive.
And seriously, I don't feel like going home too.
Not that I don't miss my family,
but I feel like I'm wasting my time doing nothing at home.
Prefer to stay here to finish my assignments and proposal.
Guai le~ XD

Anyway,
it's time to think about my 3 meals each day.
Like here's having famine,
I have to buy lots of solid food to keep me alive!

Perhaps...

Wake up late in the morning.
Let's say 10:30am.
Then after finish brushing teeth, washing face and taking bath,
11:30am already.
Then go to wash some clothes,
here comes 12pm.
So maybe boil some cereal or milo,
eating some biscuit or bread,
can at least tahan for 2 hours?
If start to feel hungry at about 2 or 3pm,
then yeah! It's time to take a nap!
After wake up from nap, then it's time for dinner.
Went to buy some vegetables and bihun just now.
So yes we gonna cook dinner ourselves.

Okay, I know this sounds kinda crazy!
Sigh, really don't know how am I gonna survive at here.
And yet I don't even worry about that.
It's always my friends who planned for our survival.
I'm just way too steady yo~
But who cares~
I just hope to finish everything during this holiday~
Get my things done!
And get my mind clear!

Good luck to me!
^^